lonely

There's a sense of freedom in loneliness. Alone with my thoughts, dreams, fears and conquests. I have grown to enjoy the solitude.The most anonomous places are found in the largest crowds. The best of both worlds. People all around but we are all so preoccupied with ourselves that the rest of the world is a quite hum in the back of our consciousness. The hum is comforting, it lets me know that civilization is just a blink away.

nightmares orgasms and a taste of gin

You know things are getting desperate when an atheist starts talking about praying. When all the other options and ideas are spent we look to the super natural. It may or may not be total bullshit but today it's all I have.